Wednesday, May 24, 2006
I have a couple of random thoughts after being up all night yesterday. Maybe creative "ideas" start evolving when I start working at the weirdest hours.
For the past one week, I got really irritated who doesn't have the initiative to move their bloody asses off to the LEFT side of the escalator. Starting from yesterday, I'm not afraid to offend people by making that irritated sound and shouting "EXCUSE ME!" so loud everyone looked at him/her in disgust. Damn irritating can. And yesterday in the train, I almost died from someone's
poisonous B.O! omg...Try picturing this, I walked into the train...and a whiff of the B.O just slapped me in my face! goddamnit!!!!!
Wadever....speaking of disgusting singaporeans and I can give u the whole load of examples.
I am thinking of travelling again. Let's try listing down for planning: -
Note: the following trips might not take place, this is just for proposal purposes 1) Taiwan
2) Bangkok/HK (same priority)
3) Vietnam (good for sight seeing)
4) Australia (near future, maybe next year)
5) New Zealand (hopefully soon)
6) San Francisco (hopefully next year)
And on top of that....I want to go on to get my DSLR.
I dreamt of something really queer last night, I dreamt that I became a psychologist (not sure specialising in animals or humans) but I just made it big. Strange dream esp when I see satellite dishes behind me...(as if to tell me that in the past, i was dealing with satellites..time to move on to the real dream). But i continue sleeping like a block of log anyway.
I just read a horoscope for those born on the 1st Nov, seems to be extremely accurate but in chinese... -_-;;
Here's what it says: - Very expressive, has a high intuitive (sixth sense) level, strong character, loves challenges and excitement. In-born sixth sense. Very creative and expressive.
Strong points: full of energy, very artistic, very good in communication and possess leadership qualities.
Weak points: impulsive, destructive, zi bei, the rest i dun understand..
Well, it seems like it's all true to me. *shrugs*
It's now like 1930 +GMT and 0430 (singapore time). *yawnz*
Let me get back to work now...after all those random thoughts.
speakk'up ;3:06 AM

Monday, May 22, 2006
Saturday...hmm. I was pulling a long face to Wayne because he complained that my phone is abit spoilt. I can hear him but he can't hear me. Then I thought of getting the mickey mouse series phone. I don't know how much it costs...neither does Wayne. *sighz* so he starts to grumble, I start to sob cos I was irritated by him.
So we made a pact...affordable we get. Too expensive, we see only. So we headed down to Bugis Singtel. $328....So I got the ruby-version (limited edition). Oh well...Somehow I got a feeling that I might not use this phone for long. Either I sell or I just am going to sell lah..Come on! it's limited edition. I would rather get a phone with bluetooth and expandable memory anytime like K800? or N80. Not mickey mouse phone...I would love to use it for awhile to explore it. I hope Wayne don't get too angry with me cos Im only evaluating what is good is long term.
Anyway, on Sat night...we went over to JustWine for a bottle of white. Ended up with loads and loads of people..let me try naming them - Yang Chen, Yang Chen's gf, Arthur, Joshua, Aaron Matthew, Nick, Kexin, Giles, Mickey etc etc...Altogether 5-6bottles of wine. One white, 5 red. We drank the night away....
But next morning..............headache. Forgot to take aspirin. Damn! Had a very good Sunday with Wayne. We snoozed the Sunday afternoon away and woke up in the evening for Ya Kun in Toa Payoh. Bought 2 polo tee from Giordano - Orange and Black. Tmrw (22nd May) - night shift at work. Phew.....Time to sleep, sleep more.
speakk'up ;2:59 AM

Friday, May 19, 2006
Hmm, my colleagues are starting the bets soon for the World Cup thingy. Goodness....
As for me.....TEAM NIPPON! hai~
Right now, I just want to go back home and take a nap or probably just play pool again and again. =)
I haven't been drinking much lately...feeling very restless and all. I saw Japan and Brazil team on ASTV news and Reuters news....OMG! I saw Inamoto and Shinji! *screamz* I seriously hope they make it to semi-finals or finals again. Oh please....Nippon Nippon.
speakk'up ;5:08 PM

Thursday, May 18, 2006
Work is lousy today, didn't really learn much and also im in a huge fix as to what I have been learning so far. Been feeling a little down and scared cos it's already thursday =(
My work colleagues are really nice that I also dunno what to say...more girls here. lol Alot of guys and a couple of girls are into photography. I spent the whole day surfing net and chatting AND dozing off.
After that, I met up with Wayne for POOOOOOOOL! ho ho ho Went down to parkway parade for a session of pool. Can skip dinner for pool...Haven't played for so long, loved it!
Im planning for the next trip...maybe taiwan? i don't think i want to go to HK yet...=)
speakk'up ;3:17 PM

Sighz....
After 3 days of work, I'm feeling sooooooo sleepy, I feel like I want to murder someone....Everybody so far is good, just that I'm the quiet and anti-social one. I don't really dare to talk much or anything. Just feeling scared and still thinking of my old company...my ex-colleagues. :(
Seems like I am a person who can't move on...nah! It's more like I miss the fun and dread the boredom. Suddenly Wayne's voice came on at the back of my head......
When it's time to be serious, be serious..... But GODAMNIT! I am....just that I keep dozing off even after taking vitamins, sleeping and not thinking....wah kaOz! I hate it .... I hate the feeling of dozing off. The feeling in my head, at the side of my temple (forehead) is very painful! Even banging your head on the wall can't take the pain away...
:( :( I'm still in the midst of studying satellites and fibre optic network. I miss playing around with computers. Vista is due to come out in Jan 07. Damn! When I have computers to troubleshoot and all that....I never cherish the 'feeling'...Now I am dealing with satellites. *yawnz* I prefer to stick to watching the tv or sleep.
Now hear me scream....."help!" I keep falling asleep...
speakk'up ;10:38 AM

Monday, May 15, 2006
It's the first day I'm starting work and I already feel super sleepy. Suddenly the feeling of having no time to complete my assignments, to do my homework etc...is all coming back again. Sian.
Anyway, colleagues all look good...couple of them are into photography like me. That's nice to hear...haha
speakk'up ;10:36 AM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006
When someone mentions Wednesday, my first few thoughts would be: -
1) Damn it, me and my mid week blues again..
2) Wah, so fast Wednesday already ah!!!
3) Aiyo, so sloooowww Wednesday only???
But this time I would be thinking..."Shit~! Another 5 more days (including Wed) more to
WORK again?" ~urghhh!! And I have not even done any of the things I need to do. Remember my last entry? And I needed a haircut too....shucks shucks!
I just came back from a meeting with Stacey (my old time fren from way back in poly I think) and she's like my younger sis's age? 21yrs..Funny how I can click so well with her and not my sister. Luckily I still communicate with the youngest sister. Nowadays...not only generation gap is to blame, age gap is a big problem too. Anyways, as I was saying..We hung out at bugis. Had breko, ate steak...shopped shopped shopped for earrings, accessories, clothes then suddenly full stop. Cannot shop anymore...if go on, both of us will get $1 in our POSB accounts. So we stopped and grabbed a drink @Icon roof. Quite ex the drink considering they import it from Thailand..u know those 'old skool' kind of glass bottles? yea...Fanta, Coke those kind. $2.00 DaMn...So I fedup, bought can drink instead..
So there we were, gazing at the moon, gazing at the DHL hot air balloon blopping up and down, gazing over at the Parkview Square, where I will be working at next. Haiz....My colleague from my previous company is already in there learning the ropes already. But I am really afraid.....I dunno why. I always get the jitters in the last minute...useless me. Can't even handle something simple....
But it's alright, I will remain strong...be on time, smile more, learn smart, work smart and cannot be biased. I am a very biased person....that's y i pulled back my application of becoming a teacher. Sure lagi jialat one...The kids that I dun like sure die big time. That's y I
CAN'T be a teacher. My bf must be thinking that I was procrastinating with the sending of the application form....but nah, I don't think teaching is cut out for me. I'm too biased...not that I'm impatient. haha
I think I need to modify my blog again. But seriously no time la....shitte. Exams are at the end of next month and my costly $178.00 text just arrived from Brisbane. Have to read it no matter wad...No matter how boring it is, it still has to be as interesting as the Harry Potter series. Damn, that book is infectious..I have to make my text the same way. But the question is...."How?" Go figure...
speakk'up ;10:49 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006
This is just a short entry that I just came back from BKK ard 5hrs ago. Kinda tired but bags are still unpacked, loaded with alot of stuff. Worse being my fats...Having eaten Jap food almost every other day, drink starbucks there every other day (cos the water tastes weird) and eat haagen dazs for the last 3 days in a row. Scary i tell u...The waitress serving me in the Jap restaurants must be wondering where I came from, cos my neighbours (jap tourists) dun order as much as i do. *hint hint* so u know where to eat when u are in Thailand the next time....kekez!
Right now, im yawning away....kinda tired from all the walking ard, the exploring, the looking ard (i look alot to get everything in my head in the shortest time)...my eyes damn tiring can.
I didn't really by much food as in snacks from there, but i definitely bought alot of cute ideas back. Pretty expensive though i must say...But I dun get to find it in Singapore, so no choice u see. My luggage is like 1/10 filled when i went there, I came back with reasonably filled up luggage...with only 3 shirts, 1 pants, 1 jeans. undergarments and etc..Bought Bailey's from DFS to put in my fridge to drink..keke and the rest are all basically nothing much i guess.
Tasks for this week: -
1) unpack luggage
2) tidy up room (well, it's always the case, as it is never ever tidied)
3) get my frigging text book (im getting worried nw, and im going to complain to the damn uni)
This 3 above things done...I should be a happy person. =) Nights..
speakk'up ;12:14 AM
